Even if You make me feel so useless , helpless, stupid, ugly at times. I need you..

• got my shitty schedule (wasnt so bad)
• made only 20 in tips 
• work was tiring as fuck
• kinda got called ugly
• got pop in my hair and down my pants , 
• water all in my bag
• and now my phone its broken 

YES

i want you to come back, i want you to trust me , i want to have an actual phone call with you where you dont sound pissed off , i want you to actually tell me when you were gonna fucking leave for another week or so . i want you to stop trying to get with that other girl , and most importantly i want to trust you, and trust that you won’t leave me when i need you again and to always be here …

kay well for two straight days my boyfriend barely texts and doesnt call me back , and im seriously obsessed with this kid if i dont see him for day , even if its just for five minutes i miss him , and he knows that . He also knows that it i flip shit over small stuff like him not texting me back . so i tell him straight up ” if you wanna stop avoiding me you can text me” he still doesnt reply so i decide to fuck around and say ” oh well i guess you dont wanna see this pic i took” ( i dont actually have a nude ) so after i said that then he starts fucking texting me and actually having a conversation with me so after an hour of that nonsense im thinking wow what a fucking skeeze, so i tell him that . and after telling him why i was upset he sends me proof that he actually did reply to me all those times i texted him. my phone is just fucked up. so i made a huge fucking ass out of myself and stressed my self out over nothing . i need a fucking therapist of a phycologist or something .